Sunday, August 24, 2008

WAITING For A GIFT FROM GOD

Look at this picture…

My Little MarleneI had to touch up that image, alone in my room while I was on duty in Jakarta a month ago. It was picture of me and my brother in law’s niece. Her name’s Marlene, and sometimes I love to treat her as my own daughter. Her parents divorced and left her live with her grandmother.

Honestly, Marlene is not only child who are very close in my heart. There’s Fei-fei, 'my oldest daughter', and Kenneth, 'the youngest one'.
Hehe…, just kidding, I thought, most of you have already known that there is no child in my home.

In the 8th year of our marriage life, God have not given that gift yet. In our early life after married, we try to spend our time and money for medical checkup and treatment. We hoped we could get my wife’s first pregnancy soon. But now, I feel I have losed that dream. You will laugh, if I told you that I had already prepared a name for our baby long time before we got married.

Fei Fei and My Wife, JulySometimes, I think God is playing on my destiny for fun. I have seen several family of my friends or some of my colleague who have a perfect gift for their entire life. They have prosperous life, good education, best career and when they get married, they get their first born child immediately. They have perfect lives. While me, almost always get anything hard to survive. Even for my dream to have our own son or daughter, I must walk it with patience and big expectation. In the other way, I also see the fact about many parents who have no responsibility for thier own children's life. But, God is always generous to give them things that He doens't willing to gave us.

Kenneth and MeHonestly, I feel sad… and regret my own tragic opinion about God’s blessing for my life. I thought it would be very hard for me to accept thing like this, but now I can see how God has guide me going through many problems. Well, I shouldn't be envious like that. Hiks...

Maybe I have lose that dream. But I thank God for my wife who still keeps our hope until now.

I believe, even we don’t have our own, God still makes my heart be able to love the other children. There’re many men could be father for their own child. But only a few who have blessed to be daddy for not their own, and I really happy to be the one of them.



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9 comments:

tipis said...

wah happy family :)

very cute kids, and offcourse family is everything :)

Anthony Harman said...

To tipis,
Hihihi..., I Think there's a mistake about your comment, bro

Masenchipz said...

wah.... lucu putrinya...

veny said...

selalu crt nya ditulis dgn sangat menyentuh hati ...

I believe, even we don’t have our own, God still makes my heart be able to love the other children. There’re many men could be father for their own child. But only a few who have blessed to be daddy for not their own, and I really happy to be the one of them.

Bener banget kalimat2 yg kamu tulis tuh !!

Anthony Harman said...

To veny,
Thanks atas simpatinya, Ven. Saya cuman mau sharing aja koq. Sekali lagi, thanks banget..

NoRLaNd said...

Just wanna say, the lil' girl was really cute.... [whispering] Walaupun itu cmn keponakan, tp kan boleh di anggap OWN daughter... :D


Thought she's need someone play / act as his own Father :(

Have my pardon, if i said something wrong

Anthony Harman said...

To NoRLaND,
Gak ada yang salah dengan komentarnya. Thanks buat perhatiannya

atokaja said...

Numpang Share sedikit yah...Kalo dulu tante aku, ngangkat anak.... setelah itu belum sampe 1 tahun dukaruniai kehamilan, sampe sekarang memiliki 4 anak kandung

Anthony Harman said...

To atokaja;
Thanks atas sharingnya, bro.
Ngangkat anak butuh ketulusan dan tanggung jawab yg besar, bahkan lebih besar drpd anak sendiri.
Kami masih menunggu "panggilan" untuk itu.

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